Thursday, January 20, 2011

Another Winter's Day Walk

Here, I place a blue glazed cup
where the wood is slightly whitened.
Here, I lay down two bright spoons, our breakfast saucers,
napkins white and smooth as milk. I am stirring at the sink,
I am stirring the amount of dew you can gather in two hands,
folding it into the fragile quiet of the house.
Before the eggs, before the coffee heaving like a warm cat,
I step out to the feeder-one foot, then the other, alive on wet blades.
Air lifts my gown – I might fly –
This thistle seed I pour is for the tiny birds. This ritual, for all things frail and imperiled.
Wings surround me, frothing the air. I am struck by what becomes holy.
A woman who lost her teenage child to an illness without mercy,
said that at the end, her daughter sat up in her hospital bed and asked:
What should I do? What should I do?
Into a white enamel bath I lower four brown eggs.
You fill the door frame, warm and rumpled, kiss the crown of my head.
I know how the topmost leaves of dusty trees feel at the advent of the monsoon rains.
I carry the woman with the lost child in my pocket,
where she murmurs her love song without end:
Just this, each day: Bear yourself up on small wings
to receive what is given.
Feed one another with such tenderness,
it could almost be an answer.
"Morning Song" by Marcia F. Brown,
















Winter Geese

Across the evening sky all the birds are leaving
Oh, but then, you know, it was time for them to go
By the winter fire, I will still be dreaming
I do not count the time, for who knows where the time goes?

Sad, deserted shore, your fickle friends are leaving,
Oh, but then, you know, it was time for them to go
But I will still be here, I have no thought of leaving
I do not count the time, for who knows where the time goes?

I know I'm not alone while my love is near me
I know that it's so, until it is time to go
All the storms in winter, and the birds in spring again
I do not count the time, for who konws where the time goes?
Sandy Denny





















Wednesday, January 19, 2011

The Midst of Winter

In winter I remember
the scarlet leaves of September,
roasted August corn,
July's barefoot, fat-sun days,
the fireflies of June;
and I long for those days,
to feel warm days again.
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A typical northwest winter, we've had snow, ice, rain, fog, drizzle, and of course, just enough sun to keep us hanging on...



Neat things growing along the lake trail, moss and volunteer ferns.







The field across the road is waist high and very green in summer. What I love about this photo are all the dormant red ferns under the oak that are usually so green, like a fern cemetary...

He just shows up, what can I do? Fetch? Walk? Biscuits? Yes to all!




sunny and cold!



the lavender hedges aren't liking this!
strange snow clouds way out over the bay but blue skies above us


Loon and seagull waiting for some sunshine.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Morro Bay




December 18th and surfers are still going for it... gnarly, Dude...












Lesa, getting her toes wet the day before her 48th birthday...